Being brave isn’t always as easy as it looks

Tomorrow, I am doing something that this time last year I never would have imagined doing.

I am submitting to two hours’ worth of dental surgery on ONE TOOTH. It’s also bloody expensive

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Seriously, I’ve had to save up to have the work done (a root canal re-done and then a crown on top of it. Joy.) It’ll be worth it though, if it means I stave off the threat of false teeth a while longer, which would cost more in the long-term anyway.

But, do you know what? When I told my doctor that I was submitting to this state sanctioned torture, she was really pleased. Because it means that after eighteen months of battling my own brain chemistry I am in a GOOD PLACE. My postnatal depression is under control and I can finally look at things rationally.

Plus, I’ve put up with this tooth and ensuing problems since having a dodgy dentist when I was pregnant. Another two hours after almost two years is nothing, right? So I’m not sure if I’m being brave as much as merely pragmatic. Either way, I’m bloody proud of myself to getting to this point and grateful for the help of the NHS, my family and friends for getting me here.

 

2 thoughts on “Being brave isn’t always as easy as it looks

  1. Kel says:

    I’m very proud if you too! The thought of two hours of dental surgery is enough to make me feel awful but it definitely sounds like the right things to do, well done for being brave! 🙂

  2. Klina says:

    I’m very proud of you! And you inspired me to find a new dentist so I’ll be going to the dentist for the first time in 8 years soon. Thank you…I guess 😉

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